Wow Vic... I know this is redundant, but...It's just a game! No need to explain losing interest, I fully understand that part. I am there often enough myself, it comes and goes. After taking a much needed break, for exactly the same thing you just shared, I realized it's not the game I enjoy so much, and I return for one reason...it's to hang out with friends. The game is very secondary to the friendships. Bummer that it felt like "trading war stories" but that is how life is...you share life with each other and what is going on at that moment in time...that is what friendships are...caring, sharing, talking, and just hanging out. Don't feel a burder in doing that, that isn't fair to yourself or your friends. Enjoy the moment you live in, life is short and there is always much to do. If you no longer enjoy it, then I support you cancelling your account...if that is what you choose to do. Thing is, EQ, Warcraft, whatever the game may be, they are still just GAMES, and playing a game is just that...playing a game. If "kick the can" got tiresome, we'd go home and quit playing. I don't think there should be guilt or confusion in making a simple choice...if you don't like it, but more importantly, don't enjoy it anymore...quit--you have nothing to explain to anybody, it simply got boring for you (even though that is sad for us). We are all friends, EQ or not, that part won't change. We will miss you both, we already do. But we always know where you are, and wherever your journeys take you, all we want is for you to enjoy living in the moment. 'Nuff said. Big Hugs to Both of You, Rudi -----Original Message----- From: smee-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx [mailto:smee-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx] On Behalf Of Victor B. Putz Sent: Friday, May 14, 2004 11:50 AM To: smee@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [smee] Re: SMEE song which you may find funny or not Nice one, Nick (and Jon and family, of course). On a less jocular note, I have been waiting now for several weeks to want to start up EQ again, and, well... it hasn't happened. I keep looking at the icon and thinking things like "I would rather clean the house than start up EQ". The recent announcement of a new expansion has worsened the situation, rather than helped. Somehow, in the last months (it has been building for longer) I've become even more and more disenchanted with a game that (ask Jon!) I've never been really all that fond of. Even if I am going to spend time with computer games, there are so many better games than EQ right now that I just can't be motivated to boot it up. I think that the front page of the Afterlife guild's web page sums it up well. Afterlife was one of the "superguilds", the folks who charged up to beat Quarm early, the ones who were so devoted to EQ that they would play constantly at a very high level. They must have loved the game. Their web page now says (www.afterlifeguild.org): EQ died months ago, but we're tenacious. Like kids with a can, we've played "kick the dead horse" night after night. Then we realized that we'd have more fun eating the EQ CD's than playing what they contain. Afterlife will no longer be playing EQ. We'd rather watch TV than play EQ. Even if the TV is off. We'd rather go fishing than play EQ. Even without beer. This was posted by Thott, leader of Afterlife, "Best of the Best" serverwide bard champion, and someone who has written a number of very interesting articles on EQ (some controversial, and I don't agree with all of his conclusions, but at least they are well thought out and supported rather than just asserted). Afterlife is moving en masse to World of Warcraft, which is interesting although immaterial, since it's not released yet (presumably they all have beta accounts). I'm not sure another MMORPG is the best choice, although there are some interesting ones out there nowadays. I miss the interaction with the SMEE folk, but for me it's started feeling like trading war stories while breaking large rocks into small rocks: the company's great, but the work just ain't interestin'. Maybe it was the way I put Flue on autofollow during our SMEE hate raid to go make a sausage and egg breakfast and eating most of it before touching the keyboard again, but I'm still very disengaged from the game. I'm still not cancelling accounts yet, but I'm starting to lean pretty heavily that way, I guess. Dunno. -->VPutz -- Attached file included as plaintext by Ecartis -- -- File: signature.asc -- Desc: Digital signature -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- Version: GnuPG v1.2.4 (GNU/Linux) iD8DBQFApPjDUshL4vuoFn4RAhMbAKCMHfT0ZI7P6/a2J7ymSmIfDb3gigCgpsWc cSk4nhrFme4bplaEuWWNN8E= =new1 -----END PGP SIGNATURE-----