I worked on the C-17 Program during much of that period. During the earlier part I was a manager in charge of an organization insisted upon by the Air Force that provided proof that our airplane performed in accordance with its design. My last job on the C-17 was representing Engineering on a Change Board that evaluated all proposed Engineering Changes to the C-17. Engineers commonly described their changes in a way that put them in the best light. They weren't fixing anything. They were improving it. I had to interrogate them to get at the truth. Often the change was necessary and it needed to be retrofitted to make sure the planes already delivered didn't suffer mishap. This didn't occupy my full attention so I wrote a lot of poetry. Also I got into my first discussion group on Prodigy in about 1990. Then I switched to Genie and then to something else. I rode my XV-920RJ to work down between the lanes of the freeway. I took my dogs on hikes, lifted weights, took my boat out sailing but sold it during this period because Susan became too ill to sail. And, of course, did a lot of studying, one project after another. I was into the English Civil War for awhile and into the History of the Middle Ages quite a lot, began catching up with modern philosophers and theologians I hadn't read. My last day of work was in October or November 1998. I bought a new house in San Jacinto that wasn't quite ready after I sold my condo in Garden Grove; so the builders put us up in one of their houses a few miles away until it was done enough to move into. With my son's help I had moved all our stuff to storage units in San Jacinto and then slowly moved it into the house. My back ached for several months after I was done. But don't think that after 9/11 I spent all my time studying. I had resolved to devote my retirement to the writing of novels. I thought one a year was a decent goal and after I got everything moved into the house I began. I didn't stop after 9/11. I've written five novels and am working on my sixth. It is getting harder because of my eyes. I had a cataract removed from my right eye last year and in April will have the left one done. Reading or writing for long periods of time hurts my eyes; so I'm not doing as much of it as when I was younger. Heck, I'm 71 now. One has to figure on slowing down a bit when he gets to be that old. Lawrence _____ From: lit-ideas-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx [mailto:lit-ideas-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx] On Behalf Of Mike Geary Sent: Monday, February 20, 2006 11:17 AM To: lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [lit-ideas] Re: Of demons and men Lawrence, your life must have been pretty meaningless to you between 11/9/89 and 9/11/01. Wherever did you do to amuse yourself? Mike Geary Memphis ----- Original Message ----- From: Lawrence <mailto:lawrencehelm@xxxxxxxxxxxx> Helm To: lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent: Monday, February 20, 2006 11:03 AM Subject: [lit-ideas] Re: Of demons and men I need to apologize to Timmerman - a bit. After posting my note, I picked up his book to check something only to discover it was in Mohammad Mohaddessin's Islamic Fundamentalism. It was the latter who was more thoroughly demonizing Khomeini. Timmerman does assume an Iranian mastermind, but his is Rafsanjani. Timmerman is breaking stories about Iran that I've never heard before (there isn't anything wrong with that, but the stories should be verifiable, and his may not be). For example, according to him, Al Quaeda trained for 9/11 in Iran. One of his informants is a body guard who walked through a building and saw simulations of rockets flying into American buildings. This bodyguard, Zakeri, went to the American embassy in Azerbaijan and wanted to contact the CIA with his information. He was referred to a CIA official eventually who scoffed at his information. Zakeri even had the date September 10th as the day of the attack, and the CIA official, unnamed in Zimmerman's book, laughed and said he'd mark it on his calendar. When Timmerman tried to follow this story up, the CIA denied it. They said that Zakeri was unreliable and they never used him. Timmerman counters with a CIA principle which is that if 25% of what an informant can be verified from other sources, you ought to pay attention to the other 75%. Timmerman also has photos of an Iranian terrorist mastermind (formerly) from Lebanon named Imad Fayez Mugniyeh. He quotes someone as saying Mugniyeh makes Osama bin Laden look like a school boy. He says because of the photos Mugniyeh got a plastic surgeon to change his looks and now he looks something like Richard Gere with a pot belly. Perhaps my present less-than-favorable impression of Timmerman will change as I read on. If so, I'll apologize further later on. Lawrence _____ From: lit-ideas-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx [mailto:lit-ideas-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx] On Behalf Of JimKandJulieB@xxxxxxx Sent: Monday, February 20, 2006 1:57 AM To: lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [lit-ideas] Re: Of demons and men I went through a serious several-year jag of reading Israel/Palestine issue books. I read books written by Jews, by Westerners who lived in the midst of the conflict for a time, by Palestinian sympathizers, by political gurus and secular journalists, all the Arab/Muslim texts Eric mentioned (well, most of them). I can't count the number I read. Many out loud w/ my husband. The one sure thing I came away with was the certainty that in terms of cultural and political clashes there simply is no objective right and wrong, there simply are no white hats and black hats. There are agendas I support and actions I find damnable. But it's all a mixed bag of motives and rights and beliefs and and and ...... I stopped reading on the subject for a while. It was too demoralizing. Julie Krueger ========Original Message======== Subj: [lit-ideas] Of demons and men Date: 2/20/06 1:30:37 AM Central Standard Time From: lawrencehelm@xxxxxxxxxxxx To: lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent on: I'm currently reading Robin Wright's The Last Great Revolution, Turmoil and Transformation in Iran. I previously read her In The Name of God, The Khomeini Decade, so I have a very good feel for what Wright thinks of Khomeini. In both of her books she describes Khomeini entering the Iranian Revolution with traditional Shiite beliefs, esp that Religious leaders should not be in governmental leadership positions. He made several announcements to that effect. His intention was to stay out of government unless there was some problem he needed to referee. But as time went on he was drawn more and more into government until when the Iranian constitution was eventually written, he became the Velayat-e Faqih, the Supreme Leader. I'm also reading Kenneth Timmerman's Countdown to Crisis, the Coming Nuclear Showdown with Iran. Timmerman addresses the same facts Wright does, but draws very different conclusion - think Andreas' views on Bush. In Timmerman's view Khomeini wasn't drawn into anything, He was orchestrating a clever plot. He intended to be the Veleyat-e Faqih from the beginning. He played reluctant and hard to get to get the people behind him - to get them to demand that he become the Supreme Leader. I'm uncomfortable with Timmerman's approach to Khomeini. I don't trust conspiracy theories. I fully accept the idea that we are each capable of all sorts of things we don't think we are capable of as long as we aren't tempted by them. I accept that if we are subjected to strong temptation we shall, most of us, succumb. So I can accept that Khomeini may have been tempted to compromise his Shiite beliefs when he had the opportunity to become (of felt the necessity to become) Veleyat-e Faqih. But I find it hard to believe in the cynical conniving Khomeini that cleverly planned everything in advance. If he was that cynical, clever, and conniving, then why did he make so many other mistakes? For example, he got rid of the Shah's American weapons, and nuclear development sites. A Shiite trusts in Allah, not in American technology and weapons, Khomeini said. But when the war with Iraq started, his people begged him to change his mind and let them get some decent weapons to fight Saddam with; which he reluctantly agreed to, and then they had to go to a source, the USSR, they hadn't used before which necessitated inordinate delays and learning curves. Timmerman has demonized Khomeini while Wright has described a human being who happened to be the religious leader who became the Supreme Leader of Iran. I shall be happy to read anything else I can find by Robin Wright. I shall be very reluctant to read another book by Timmerman. Lawrence