[guide.chat] my days good and bad

  • From: vanessa <qwerty1234567a@xxxxxxxxx>
  • To: "GUIDE CHAT" <guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • Date: Sat, 2 Jun 2012 22:58:17 +0100

Lots to tell of what i bought etcetera, so sit comfatably and sip your drink 
while i gabble on or delete.
The bad is as you know if a fire happens here i will be cremated as i cannot 
get outside through three fire doors, the scary bit is they have taken 
measurements and are going to smash my window and wall down this week and put 
two french doors in which is the good news and will have a concrete ramp to the 
path, plus the doors will be thumb locks, i do not understand thumb locks will 
know after, i have two arms, two hands and two legs and two feet, but to go out 
i need wheelchair, as my left foot drags, i was like a prisoner before and only 
recently i have been given a carer to take me out once a week for three hours 
to go to the shops,, if i go to hospital or doctors etcetera, they take my 
shopping day off me, it costs three pounds fifty pence for a taxi and i can get 
in a london cab taxi, but there is only one in the whole area, so i have to pay 
eight pounds one way to shops that is just up the road, when i was at the 
hospital there was a two hour wait, and it takes one hour for the journey and 
the carer was going to leave me there on my own, the wheelchair has a joystick 
on the back, luckily for me she had no money for a taxi back to where she 
parked her car in my car park space at home, kept arguing on her mobile to her 
boss and passing me the phone while i am trying to listen to the doctor who was 
not amused by her actions of the continuous disruptions.
Anyways went with different carer to town in the expensive disability bus, with 
my daughter and little grandson, the one who had the meningitis etcetera a few 
times, thank you for all your prayers and emails, he dropped an awful lot of 
weight from just having drips and went well below the bottom line, he is now 
coming up to the middle line of the weight line, the middle line is normal 
weight, he is walking, but crawls faster and gabbles away saying something or 
other and laughs so cutely, he loves quavers and yoghurts.
Anyways as i say we arrive in town and i bought in studio twenty one three 
blingy bling little box purses, a yellow, blue and a pink all sparkly for my 
grand daughter, cost only a pound, watch that carol march straight there lol.
bought two maxi dresses, i love maxi dresses, very feminine, one silk and one 
cotton.
bought in w h smiths a self healing cutting mat, if you cut or emboss on it, it 
will self heal back to normal, bought this knife, it is like a pen, my aim is 
to bluetack a saucer or egg cup or silhouette onto a piece of card which is on 
the self healing mat, hold this pen and i will be able to cut around the 
circle, it is called a pen craft knife, but is when held exactly like holding a 
biro pen, bought also a fiskars twelve inch euro trimmer, safer than a 
guillatine, you place paper on it and move the ruler thingy to the required 
inches you want to cut and slide this square across and your paper is cut in a 
swiped second, scared a little i am of these guilitine and knife, but i want to 
be independant, but the thought is flippin scary innit, little grandson pulled 
a furry two or three foot snake off the shelf and screamed while it was given 
to the cashier to be paid for, was quiet once had it back, starting early of 
knowing how to get his own way.
bought my daughter her favourite raspberry swirly cakes from gregs and mickey 
star shaped biscuits for my grandson.
bought my son who is in america a silver scroll holder, so he can put his 
graduation scroll in, it has a silver stand that you put the scroll holder 
onto, my sons graduation day is in a few weeks time and his birthday is same 
day as our clare on here, i bought a graduation card and made one too out of 
black card to make it like the hat he will be wearing, it has a tassle hanging 
down and he will be wearing a graduation gown, he will be known as a professor 
and have letters after his name, how kewl is that.
went to pub, i had black russian and carer and daughter had large coca colas, i 
forgot about my babby, my little grand son, oh my fancy me doing that to my 
precious little babby, cannot forgive myself, we went into the pub garden and 
chilled out in the nice fresh air after trying to rush in so much in such short 
time.
then it was time to go, i said high five to my grandson who is in the 
pushchair, who apparently always puts his hand up, and i said kisses and put my 
hand to my mouth and blow him kisses, he apparently puts his hand to his mouth 
to and blows me kisses back, isn't that the kewlest thing ever, brings tears to 
my eyes at the thought as i type to you on here, my daughter and i hugged and 
she kissed my cheek and i waved goodbye and me and carer went on disabled bus 
home with my scary knife and guilitine.
wrote this friday, it is now saturday night at the movies time, took forever to 
write, as left hand don't work properly, now i can lay down to rest, as some 
don't know i stand for few hours or lay down few hours, stand up lay down, like 
simple simon says, my key board is my shoulder height of me standing and has 
bump ons on the key board, recommend putting one on the one, five and zero, q y 
p a g l z v m the tab, enter key and down arrow key.
the end.



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