Good evening Vanessa oh dear you have a very hard time for sure but you do amazing. We don't realise how lucky we are until we hear of other's problems that's for sure. It's so lovely how we can all share our problems on here in confidence as we know what each other has to deal with and we learn so much about each other which brings us so much closer. It must be so hard to give up doing things you enjoy but it's lovely to be able to find ways around things. Keep positive and happy. You are doing amazing for sure. Love Clare xxxx