Many thank yous for all the private and chat emails you have sent me about my topics i send to you, the news, dismal and fun things, my court ordeal, my stay at my daughters, my days out, your prayers, your friendship, so many emails my brain gets tangled to write individually, I can do one or two, then I get blocked brain, but I read them all, Donna, Dawn and Chris, Roland, Malcolm, Phyllis, Carol, Clare, Vanessa Pugh, Alex, Jan, Jenny, Stan, Gary, Cath, better stop or no room for my words, gosh so many names to so many wonderful emails, please never stop your emails on chat on whatever subject as though you may not have a reply, there are those that read and read them but cannot put words in their thoughts to write to you, there are those on Guide that are silent and never write a word, but they read them, some are in pain, bed ridden, some are happy, some are sad, some fed up, depressed with what life has dealt them and some could not care less about emails, but I love all of them, the happy emails, the sad, the jokes, your days out, your one liners, but most of all I love the sender, each and everyone of you. I put all your court emails in my court folder to give me courage, even though I have not written personally to you, I want to say a big thank you and each time I have to go to court, I will read them before hand and I know you by your name in the sender's email address and will keep your words in my heart as I go to listen to the unjustified court hearing. I can do internet with ease and put a few up for you, there are things on the internet that are scary like making the nuclear bomb, did you know it tells you how to make it in detail and how to make a petrol bomb, how to win on the machines at the fairground, how to put make up on, how to courtsey, how to become a prime minister. break in a car or house or bank, how to fix computers with whatever the problem may be. There is a topic of every subject you want, from music, films, quizzes, games, news, genealogy, astrology, astronomy, druids, celts, witches, languages, science, geography, mathamatics, knitting, sewing, cooking, history, you name it the internet has it all and I love learning about what is outside my four walls and hopefully it will stretch and make my brain better, as many have said like authorities that I have come a long way, as before I had fears of answering the phone, scared of outside, scared of so many things I had no courage or bravery in me, but because of the internet and your emails, I sometimes feel I could jump over the moon, somersault the stars, so thank you, even though you may not know it you are helping me in more ways than i can explain or express. from Vanessa The Google Girl. my skype name is rainbowstar123