I just don't have the time to write what I'm thinking this morning, so here's the short of it. I have a girlfriend and I'm really happy. Flipside lies in a particular confusion that's natural with such significant changes in my life. The summer always brings with it a desire to live free of routines and scheduals. I'm basically the lunch guy at work now, during the week. I almost run the show. I dream day and night of living day-to-day, my need for stability held secure by my music, playing my fucking heart out every moment, having a child, living my life in the ways I only dreamed about. When will it break? When will I find what I'm looking for? Maybe its already turning around. I'm still innocently looking to the future, waiting for the moments I dream about. -- Posted by sku11fukkr to ...Come The Wolves[1] at 6/15/2005 08:51:00 AM --- Links --- 1 http://digitalucifer.net//2005_06_15__col.php#111883990337471452