[brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do

  • From: "Yohandy" <yohandy85@xxxxxxxxx>
  • To: <brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • Date: Sun, 7 Mar 2010 00:30:00 -0500

and you continue with your assumptions. you keep saying I think this and I 
think that. I don't think anything! you're the one assuming all this stuff from 
a random internet stranger you will never meet. how would you know if I'm 
letting people beat the games for me? you came over to my house and checked 
that out? I don't think so! you say I'm not happy about heavy rain? wrong 
again. I really could care less what you think my gaming accomplishments are, I 
know what I've done and haven't done. I won't even bother discussing it here 
though. in fact I don't even know why I bother writing this email. you strike 
me as one of these people that are stubborn to the last, and will do anything 
to try and prove their point, even if their point is completely off. Your 
random assumptions aren't helping at all, they're just making me quite annoyed. 
Let's see... you're gonna take some time off your extremely busy schedule to 
reply with more accusations?

----- Original Message ----- 
  From: misty@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
  To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx 
  Sent: Saturday, March 06, 2010 11:19 PM
  Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do


   You're discouraging people and your last email was basically telling people 
outright not to try.  You may not have said "Don't try this." but you might as 
well have.  You think it's a piece of cake gaming for us sighted people?  It's 
not and that's the whole point of gaming because if it was easy we wouldn't do 
it and that's that simple.  There are games I've set asside because I've tried 
several times and have been unable to defeat a certain part of that game.  Does 
that mean I'm not gonna go back? No.  It means I'm taking a break.  I have yet 
to beat Professor Quirell in the first Harry Potter game.  I'm at the end of 
the game am I gonna give up because it's supposedly beyond my means when I've 
tried a handful of times? No.  Go ahead and state every accomplishment you'e 
done Yohandy but with your attitude to me you are not a gamer.  Gamers go 
outside their saftey boxes.  The fact of the matter is any blind person playing 
a game should know already they're not gonna easily beat it.  They shouldn't be 
looking for games that are easy to beat.  That's humilliating and degrading 
about as much as when patrick was on this list saying shit about games when he 
never plays a game beyond the setting of easy.  You talk about getting people's 
hopes up? You just sat here and said indirectly that the blind community is 
looking for easy games.  This game is failproof.  It's not like the door to the 
mall moves people would find it eventually just like they end up finding the 
shower in the first level.  Just like you go to find bad guys in any rpg game 
you guys do play.  You wander around till you freaking find it.  You guys rant 
and rave about games not being playable at all and then here you have one that 
is and you're still not happy!  Why? Because it doesn't have spoken dialogue in 
menus?  Because you don't know what buttons to press in certain situations?  
Hey ya know what? They don't give us the answers outright to certain puzzles in 
certain games.  We sit there and stare at it or wander around just like you 
guys would and what do we do? We figure it the Hell out.  If everything were 
given to you or me or anyone else, if it was all spelled out what would the fun 
be?  Furthermore you just played the demo you got through it and still deemed 
it supposedly unplayable.  So that proves something right there.  You gave up 
and let someone else play it for you.  Those people on game anyone don't show 
when they get stuck for months because that would be humiliating and boring for 
the people watching.  You guys see what you want to see.  It doesn't matter 
when you pre ordered it Yohandy, you're letting someone else play the damn game 
for you.  How do you know what button combos you'd figure out?  How do you know 
which ones you'd need to learn? You're making a lot of assumptions based on 
what you've HEARD not PLAYED and there's a huge difference there.  People don't 
have to buy these games like I said before.  If they're smart they'll rent 
them.  I'm not gonna ask anyone anything.  But Brandon can say his piece here 
if he wishes it is his list.  He and I have been discussing it.  I'm saying 
what I am based on your behaviour on this list.  You're the one giving 
assumptions to people.  I'm a player who has played the game a bit of the way 
in and you know what I missed one button on the button combo to the sketch on 
the first level and I missed making Shawn dinner, I also didn't find his teddy 
bear but I'm gonna play it out because that's what I did and any blind gamer 
that attempts to tackle this game should do that too.  That's what the 
developer wanted was people to play it out and not reload in an attempt to play 
it perfectly.  To do what they can do.

  I hate this general logic you people have.  I'm in the same boat as you guys 
because I'm a female gamer.  I'm not a target audience and in games I have to 
deal with crap I sometimes find tasteless.  As I said before there are some 
games that are beyond my reaction speed too.  So because I have a slow reaction 
speed by your logic it's unplayable for me so I shouldn't play.  Listen to 
yourself and what you've said.  Go back and read your emails.  You don't have 
to say things directly but it's there.  More than just you do it.  If I lost my 
sight tomorrow I would never take on that mentality.  It's a defeatist 
mentality.  I have always kept my eyes open for games I felt Brandon could 
play.  I'm right almost all of the time.  Matter of fact I don't think there's 
one I've been wrong about yet.  So sorry if I have a higher idea of your 
abilities than you do people.  Should I be apologizing for that?  I don't think 
so but there ya go it's in print if you want it.  Don't come back at me and 
tell me I don't know what I'm talking about either.  I have a very good gift 
for putting myself in other people's shoes and without my glasses I am legally 
blind.  I would not be able to see to game very well at all either.  I can't 
even find my glasses if they fall on my floor because it's a dark color.  I've 
had to use a screen reader at points too when I haven't had my glasses or after 
eye doctor appointments.  So I'm not an outsider looking in..I'm someone 
straddling the line.

    -------- Original Message --------
    Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do
    From: "Yohandy" <yohandy85@xxxxxxxxx>
    Date: Sat, March 06, 2010 9:14 pm
    To: <brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>

     
    Uh, I never said not to try. you accused me of a few things I never even 
hinted at let alone said. I actually consider myself a pretty hardcore gamer. 
I've gotten MK vs DC and SF 4 platinums, and I'm real close to getting 
platinums on rock band 2 and lego rock band. I would never tell people to give 
up on a game, because I don't do it myself. In fact I get a thrill if I do 
something I consider insane and succeed. I was just pointing out the facts, and 
letting people know that it wouldn't be easy. I don't want people buying heavy 
rain thinking oh I'm gonna get this game, and easily beat it. people won't 
easily complete this game, and I'm not gonna claim otherwise and get people's 
hopes up, and if they happen to suck at it I'll be blamed for the purchase. 
it'll take lots of work and motivation. do you think I'd preorder the game a 
month in advanced and have it delivered on release day if I was a person who 
gave up on things? course not. I knew exactly what I was getting into. already 
someone has purchased the game and hasn't played it much, and I sorta feel 
responsible for letting them know about HR and having them spend money on it 
cause I couldn't shut up about the game. I've spoken to Brandon on MSN 
previously. ask him if he thinks I'm the type of gamer to give up on games. You 
really shouldn't assume things so quickly, it's rather insulting.
      ----- Original Message ----- 
      From: misty@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
      To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx 
      Sent: Saturday, March 06, 2010 8:21 PM
      Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do


      But I still did it.  You're telling people not to even try.  There's a 
kazillion people there anybody would be blind it's a situation where you're 
looking for a needle in a haystack. All you have to do is find the doors.. 
Until you do nothing happens Yohandy.  It's not like he wanders farther and 
farther.  He's across the street from the mall.  You know when you hit the 
escalator that makes it's own sound.  See this is the problem I have.  You guys 
are so frustrated with games not being playable that you don't even try.  You 
just say oh you have to be sighted so I can't do this.  Is this how you look at 
life?  Try.. Seriously try.  Don't try once and give up, try and try again.  We 
sighted people if we can't do something the first time because it's beyond our 
range of ability we keep trying.  I'm not very good with button combos but I'll 
be damned if I let that stop me.  I wasn't very good at shooters to the point I 
was afraid to play around anyone else because I'd be laughed at.  My aim was 
just to put it simply shit.  But now I'm really good at them. I can't tell you 
guys what to do but I think your outlook is very dismal and depressing.  Do you 
guys realize how many gamer achievements and trophies are just based on pure 
dumb luck?  A certain situation presenting itself and you just so happen to be 
in the right place at the right time?  Brandon got a trophy today in mlb for 
hitting a home run out in left feild into the rocks at aneheim.  He told me he 
didn't think he could beat krea in KOTOR 2 but I told him just try it.  You 
guys don't have to buy any of these games.  There's gamefly and there's 
blockbuster and other rental places.  Go rent them.  If you feel after you've 
tried the hardest you can and exhausted all options that you can't play it then 
fine.  But if you just try a handful of times and say I can't do this because 
i'm blind, that's not the spirit of any gamer I know.  I guess by using your 
logic i shouldn't play guitar hero on expert or god of war because i'm not very 
good at fast response.  I shouldn't play call of duty because i suck at war 
games where i have to strategize and work in stealth.  I'm an in your face 
gamer.  I love melee combat in left 4 dead but i still play every single one of 
the games I mentioned.  

        -------- Original Message --------
        Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do
        From: "Yohandy" <yohandy85@xxxxxxxxx>
        Date: Sat, March 06, 2010 3:04 pm
        To: <brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>

         
        Misty, you just proved my point. if finding Jason was tough for you, 
imagine for a totally blind person? like you said there are a whole mess of 
people in that mall. we'll just end up walking around endlessly and he'll 
desperately keep searching till we get frustrated and turn off the game or 
happen to find him randomly. in this situation, the game will not continue even 
if you walk around all day. Jason will just patiently wait for you to find him 
before the game triggers the next scene. there are many sections like this 
where time won't pass unless you do what the game demands you do. A walkthrough 
for this game     wouldn't be particularly hard to make, except for writing up 
those walking parts. trials will be pretty tough as well. rest is just 
basically lists of possible options. it'll be time consuming though!


          ----- Original Message ----- 
          From: misty@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
          To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx 
          Sent: Saturday, March 06, 2010 2:15 PM
          Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do


           Actually I played most of the mall scene "blind" for about the first 
like 5 minutes.  I didn't hear the dialogue about the balloon so I was trying 
to find a kid in that sea of people it was kinda freaky.  Then Brandon 
mentioned the balloon and I was like oh! Kid with a balloon kid with a balloon 
then I found that kid that wasn't him! I was like omg!  Now chelle stayed with 
him somehow it was kinda cool.  And yes while if you don't get a button press 
right it may affect the game later on but it does not mean that the blind 
cannot play this game.  Now as I said before to see all the paths the game has 
to offer you'd need a FAQ.  But this isn't the normal situation where you guys 
will get stuck and the game will not progress.  That is generally what you guys 
call a game that's unplayable.  So to answer people's questions about it, yes 
this game is playable.  And I clarified what I meant by it in previous emails.  
You CAN play the game independantly.. you can get to the end of it 
independantly.  Can you unlock all the options to the game independantly? No 
but is that better than not being able to play it at all?  I'd say yeah but 
then again I'm not very far in the game.  

          I also tend to be a bit crazy when it comes to games LOL!  I've had 
Brandon do some things he thought was impossible for him to do.  Like defeat 
Krea in Knights of The Old Republic 2.  He defeated Bohan for me in Heavenly 
Sword and he's been opening doors for me in Heavy Rain because I just can't 
seem to get it right.  I've even had Brandon play Left 4 Dead and while he 
didn't advance in the level too far, he did not die.  That's something right 
there! At least I thought it was cool.  Also as I said before if I have time to 
I'd be willing to help out with the FAQ but it would take me a long time as my 
time is limited.  Probably would release it by level maybe on Brandon's site.  
I don't know yet.  Right now I can't say I can do it.  So I wanna wait and see 
if someone else does it first.  It would be better to have someone release it 
all at once for you than piece by piece like I would have to when time allowed.
            -------- Original Message --------
            Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do
            From: "Yohandy" <yohandy85@xxxxxxxxx>
            Date: Sat, March 06, 2010 1:49 pm
            To: <brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>

             
            Misty,
            Your point is a good one for the most part, but the game won't 
continue in certain situations. for instance the mall scene is one of many 
where you need to walk around to find what you need to find. lol trying to not 
spoil things is hard work. haha. anyway if you just choose to stand there, 
nothing will happen. if it's a button sequence you're dealing with and you 
press nothing, an undesirable result will most likely occur that you'll end up 
regretting later on. if you press a wrong button, it'll have the same 
consequences. this game isn't made in such a way that you can just guess what 
to do, you have to know what you're doing. I appreciate that you're trying to 
help, but we gotta face facts. we'd all love to play this game independently, 
but unless a good faq comes out, I doubt we'll be too successful by simply 
guessing. I'm just grateful I have people here that can help. not everyone does.






              ----- Original Message ----- 
              From: misty@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 
              To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx 
              Sent: Saturday, March 06, 2010 10:07 AM
              Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't do



               Yep that's what I'm saying.  You guys have to realize that 
failure with this game isn't really failure.  It doesn't stop you from seeing 
the rest of the game.  It continues on even if people die or you make a "wrong" 
choice.  There really is no right or wrong in this game.  That's the whole idea 
behind it.  So generally you guys say an unplayable game is one that you get 
stuck on and cannot advance any further due to something you have to see to 
continue.   If you can't then you can't continue on in the game and you'll 
never see the end.  With heavy rain you will see an ending regardless of what 
you do.  You will get through the game.
                -------- Original Message --------
                Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and can't 
do
                From: Søren_Jensen <slj@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
                Date: Sat, March 06, 2010 9:19 am
                To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx

                Okay. So you're saying this game is playable if you have a 
great walkthrough and if you take your time to figure it all out? I don't have 
any people who can help me accept for one of my friends who love games, but 
he's not here all the time. 
                Best regards
                Søren Jensen
                Mail & MSN:
                slj@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
                Website:
                http://www.coolfortheblind.dk/


                Den Mar 5, 2010 kl. 8:00 PM skrev misty@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx:


                  Okay let me clarify here.  This game is not unplayable it's 
not beyond the realm of being playable for you guys.  If you find a FAQ with 
all the button combos they do not change.  As for the timings you would have to 
figure those out on your own as per usual with these things.  It's not like 
you'll be stuck people.  This game plays on regardless of what happens you will 
never be stuck.  You will need help but I don't think it goes beyond anything 
other than finding an FAQ.  If a guy can get help playing legend of zelda which 
is way harder than the stuff you have to do in heavy rain, i would say this 
would be a cakewalk.  I've been helping brandon play parts of heavy rain I've 
even failed at parts in heavy rain such as the drawing of the sketch in the 
first chapter.  Some doors I can't open so I have brandon do it for me.  Come 
on people be open minded and actually try here.  Make an effort.  

                    -------- Original Message --------
                    Subject: [brandon's list] Re: Heavy Rain: What we can and 
can't do
                    From: Michael Breedlove <stirlock@xxxxxxxxx>
                    Date: Fri, March 05, 2010 10:26 am
                    To: brandonslist@xxxxxxxxxxxxx

                    This is why I don't buy too many games like this. I don't 
have someone
                    around to help me all the time, so there's no point. Plus, 
I pretty
                    much told you that this wasn't very playable on your own. 
Buyer
                    beware.

                    On 3/5/10, Orin <orin8722@xxxxxxxxx> wrote:
                    > Hi all,
                    >
                    > After I get home from Disney, I really want to play this 
game, and it looks
                    > like the only way I'm gonna do that is with myself, since 
my brother got so
                    > disinterested quickly.
                    >
                    > I'd really hate to return it, or not play it at all, but 
the fact is that
                    > watching it on Youtube you don't see the entire thing; 
you see a players
                    > game and if I were to play it it might be totally 
different.
                    >
                    > Also, from what it seems, this game has nice and easy 
trophies. As in, just
                    > playing it will net you some trophies. I've watched both 
the GameAnyone
                    > walkthrough and a Youtube walkthrough. The outcomes were 
the same, but the
                    > characters doing certain things were different.
                    >
                    > Well, I certainly won't be buying a game again until I'm 
sure my brother
                    > will play it. At least a game like this. I think 
eventually we'd be able to
                    > do it but here's a problem we run into in the prolog.
                    >
                    > You can walk around the house nude or at least upstairs 
and the bathroom. In
                    > your room, when you're standing at your dresser or 
whatever to get drest, is
                    > that when the first button prompts come up? My brother 
did actually manage
                    > to get this far for me, and he didn't really tell me 
anything so I was
                    > unsure. Where he stopped and never did pick it up again, 
and where it gets
                    > good, is when Jason goes to the mall. I did manage to get 
through this
                    > scene, however my brother probably would've gotten 
through it a lot quicker.
                    > I also got through the fight with Troy, however I didn't 
get the trophy for
                    > it.
                    >
                    > And now I'm at the crime scene. And I'm kinda stuck here.
                    >
                    > I doubt anyone has any tips on where to go? Hmm. 
Hopefully I can get my
                    > brother playing somehow. I'd hate to return a kickass 
game just because I
                    > couldn't get help for it.
                    >
                    >



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