Kellie, I've found that learning is often a matter of transliterating when necessary. If you're able to comprehend large pieces of music and remember them, there may be hope for you yet. Visualization is often over-rated. Learning and comprehension methods can be transferedd from one medium to another if one can find a willing imagination in the teacher. Take chess, for example: You can view the chess board as a musical scale. Combine multiple instruments, multiple scales, or differentiate pieces and their moves by notes from different octives. you can learn chess as easily as someone who is a visual lerner. You only have to get used to the learning style and may even need to create your own. I can volunteer to teach you chess and its strategies in terms of music. I have a cold too but don't think I'm wasting my time. Pratik _____ From: Kellie Hartmann [mailto:hart0421@xxxxxxx] Sent: Saturday, February 11, 2006 1:14 PM To: bookshare-discuss@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [bookshare-discuss] Re: about the optacan I'm really amazed by people's ability to look at a diagram using an opticon one piece at a time and mentally synthesize it. I've never been able to look at something in pieces and imagine the whole. This inability sometimes hampers my Scrabble playing. Incidentally, I was born totally blind. I won't even let anyone teach me chess because I know that my inability to imagine the board and the consequences of future moves would make me a terrible player, and who wants to learn a game just so they can lose? <lol> I do know one totally sighted person who says she can't visualize anything in her head. I think it's a worse handicap when you're blind though because if you're sighted you can actually look at something, such as a chessboard or diagram, all in one piece instead of trying to take it in one little bit at a time. I am completely hopeless at looking at tactile 2/-d drawings and understanding how they would be in 3-d. It was a big problem in middle school math. I also can't make mental maps, although I can use tactile ones meaningfully. I like tactile tables and bar graphs, but more complicated representations are completely incomprehensible to me. I can't even visualize a simple object in my mind and think at the same time. <lol> I've come to the conclusion that this ability, or lack there of as the case may be, isn't necessarily related to how much vision the person has, although it seems from discussions on the subject that having more vision or having had more vision even in early life does help. On the other hand, I can hear music in my mind in great detail, either things I've heard before or things I mentally compose myself. I thought that everyone could do this, until a really interesting discussion I had with a group of people on the subject. One of the people definitely has much greater musical ability than me, but he says that when he hears music in his mind it's basically the sound of himself humming and that's all. I've heard one piece that he composed, and it was incredibly complex--I really wonder how he can do that. Okay, enough of my ranting--I have a cold and am just sitting here at the computer trying to distract myself. Kellie