From Steven Taylor. The grief can't be contained at the moment for us who are left behind, but what we must hold on too now and hold on too no matter how hard this is for us, is Dad and Mum are together again and can now never be separated as far as I am concerned. I can't contain the tears or the grief at this time Dad and I were always close, Mum's departure brought us closer and now Dad has departed. To find strength in this time is going to be difficult as well. It hit me like a ton of bricks as soon as I found him. When you feel it like that the feeling is without words of description. You suddenly realise it is real when you are confronted like that. Dad told me how it was for him when he found Mum had stopped breathing. The consolation is if there is any he died without suffering by the looks of things, although the authorities will have to confirm this. Another funeral to organise. This is hitting me hard right from the start. Probably a good thing it is I hope so anyway. Steven. To Leave bactttoma send an email to: bactttoma-request@xxxxxxxxxxxxx With "unsubscribe" in the subject or body of the message (without the quotes). Use "subscribe" instead if you want to re-subscribe to bactttoma. Use "info" to get your welcome message again or use "faq" to get the FAQ with the list guidelines in detail. These requests will give you more information on other commands like setting digest and vacation modes. To post to bactttoma, send email to: bactttoma@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Replies to emails on this list will go to the whole list by default. General information about bactttoma, ways to join, leave and set options is at: //www.freelists.org/list/bactttoma To contact the bactttoma moderators, send email to: steven_taylor10@xxxxxxxxxxx