<USS Avalon> "THE MORNING AFTER"
- From: CmdrSkyler@xxxxxxx
- To: avalon@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Date: Sun, 3 Apr 2005 08:01:06 EDT
****NOTE TAKES PLACE BEFORE PAVED WITH GOOD INTENTIONS****
"THE MORNING AFTER"
CMDR SKYLER & YEOMAN AMELIA RAND
Sending the night wasn't normally something Amelia did, but she'd known that
this was part of what Skyler needed from her, and she was willing to indulge
her. Amelia laid on her side with Skyler's arm around her, waiting for the
older woman to wake up. She smiled to herself as she ran her hand up and down
Skyler's arm. It had been easier then she'd thought it would be, bedding the
woman she'd wanted, a woman with some power, a woman open to new things.
Amelia had enjoyed the game and was looking forward to seeing how it played out
from here.
Skyler didn't want to open her eyes because then the dream would go away and
that was something she didn't want to happen. It had to be a dream after
everything that had happened. She opened her eyes and felt Amelia's hand on her
arm. "So you weren't a dream after all. I could get used to waking up like
this. Have you been up long?"
"Only a few minutes." Amelia replied as she rolled over to look at Skyler.
She smiled at the woman, a warm smile not the smug one she'd worn a few moments
before. "How do you feeling this morning?"
Looking at Amelia, Skyler ran her hand along her face. "How do I feel?
Honestly? I feel...content, happy, warm, better than I have felt in a very long
time. Why do you ask?"
Amelia kissed Skyler quickly on the lips and then moved to get out of bed.
"Just wanted to make sure you were all right with what happened." She reached
for some of her discarded clothes so she could get dressed. Wearing her
uniform last night gave her an excuse to be at Skyler door in case anyone had
seen
her, it would also give her an out. No one would notice it was the same
uniform, not like they would with normal clothes. Her hair had been down last
night, she'd put it up before she left, she thought with a nod of her head.
Skyler grabbed her by the arm to stop her from getting out of bed. "What's
the big hurry to get out of bed and leave? Nothing happened last night I didn't
want to happen. I want you to stay." Skyler didn't understand what was going
on and why Mia was in such a hurry to leave. "Did I do something wrong, is
that why you are in such a hurry to leave? I embarrass you."
After slipping on her panties, bra, and slacks, Amelia sat on the edge of
the bed. She brushed hair from Skyler's eyes as she lowered her voice to a soft
lull. "I'm not embarrassed by you, Skyler. I told you last night it wouldn't
be a good idea for us to be linked together, not with the JAG on board. You
didn't do anything wrong either. Your not always the one to blame ya know. I'm
getting dressed because we both need to be on duty in an hour and I'm
already two behind."
"I could give a flying leap about those damn JAG Officer's and who I am
sleeping with or linked with is no one's business but mine. As for work as I
understand it you work for me so that doesn't seem to be a problem. Your office
can always be moved as can your quarters. In fact it would expedite things if
your office were closer come to think of it. I am not blaming myself for
anything but if you feel the need to do whatever then go ahead and do it. I
need
someone, especially now. I was hoping it could be you but I suppose that is
your decision." Skyler leaned back against the headboard and just closed her
eyes.
"I'm not moving my quarters or office, Skyler." Amelia said as she got up
and finished dressing. "I'm willing to be what you need me to be. I want us to
do what we did last night again. But one night does not make us a happy ever
after, spending the rest of forever together, couple." Amelia quickly twisted
her hair up and pinned it to the top of her head. "I thought you could handle
it that way."
"Technically I don't have to report for duty until the captain call's for
me. He has ordered me to rest. I am not a one night stand Mia. I don't just
give
myself to someone for the hell of it. I care about you and I want to be with
you. I thought you felt the same. I guess we were both wrong so go do what
you have to do and you know where I will be." Even though she was doing her
damnedest she couldn't stop the few tears from falling. Everything in her life
was coming to pieces right before her eyes.
Amelia sighed as she looked up at the ceiling. "I didn't say you were a one
night stand, Skyler" Amelia turned to look at the other woman. This wasn't
what she was going for. "I'm not playing your games, Skyler. Guilt has no
effect
on me. I knew what I was doing, what I wanted when I came here last night. I
knew what you wanted and needed as well. I can give you that again but I
don't come with attachment on my mind. I want you Skyler, but it's up to you
wither either of us what we want again."
"Just tell me one honest thing before you leave. How do you want things to
be?"
"I don't do strings and rings, Skyler, but I know a good thing when I see
one." Amelia smiled at Skyler and then kissed her. "Have a wonderful day off,
Skyler." With that Amelia headed out of Skyler's cabin and towards her own.
There was after all no way she was going into work smelling of sex.
Great, just great. What I thought was going to be a wonderful morning looks
like it might be the beginning of a terrible day. Skyler pulled the cover's
over her head and just cried.
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