<USS Avalon> "Late Night Chat"
- From: EnsnSaraCrusher@xxxxxxx
- To: avalon@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Date: Sun, 5 Dec 2004 21:05:17 EST
"Late Night Chat"
By: Lt. Melanie Redgrave
The light winter rain tapped gently at the large bedroom window. It was a
soothing sound and would normally lull Melanie into a blissful state of
relaxation, but tonight her mind was just to hyper to relax. She replayed the
last
week over and over before moving onto what had happened with her mother and
her boyfriend. Melanie couldn’t help but smile each time she thought of
Elijah
as her boyfriend. It had been a long time since she’d had one. lovers,
girlfriends, even a partner, but not a boyfriend. She had to admit she liked
the
idea and the way it made her feel.
Her mother had liked the idea as well. She had been able to tell at dinner
that evening that something had shifted between Melanie and Elijah; and Melanie
could tell that she was pleased. Despite the rough start, Melanie was fairly
sure that her mother liked Elijah. She was also fairly sure that her little
journey of self discovery was still a sore spot for her mother. She had tried
more then a few times to explain that her need to know the truth had nothing
to do with the life her mother had given her or with her mother at all, it
was just something she needed to do. She’d tried explaining that she was
happy
with her life and wouldn’t trade it for anything, but that there was a piece
of her missing. Melanie didn’t think that her mother understood that.
Melanie looked out her window for a moment longer and then walked over to
her bags. She pulled out the box Georgia had sent her and then slipped on her
long white dressing gown. It was rather late but she knew that her mother would
still be up. She padded down the hallway as quietly as she could so she
wouldn’t disturb Elijah and then knocked softly on one of the double doors
that
lead to the master bedroom. She waited until she heard her mother say come in
and then slipped inside the room.
A little girl smile broke out on Melanie’s face as she looked over at her
mother. Juliana was sitting in an over stuffed arm chair near her small fire
place with her feet up on a matching ottoman, wrapped in a light throw, with a
small tea service on the small table at her side.
“Is there something wrong, Ducky?” Juliana asked as she closed the old book
she’d been reading.
Melanie shook her head as she walked across her mother’s bedroom. She sat
the box she’d been holding down on the small coffee table which sat between
the
chair her mother was in and a matching one. “I wanted to talk to you.”
Juliana moved her feet off the ottoman, tucking them under herself, and then
poured a second cup of tea for Melanie. “What about, Ducky?” She asked as
she handed her daughter a piece of raspberry cream candy.
“About what was behind your snippyness this afternoon.” Melanie said
honestly as she took the chocolate.
“Was I being snippy?” Juliana asked in a level tone.
Melanie couldn’t help but roll her eyes. “You know Mother, it’s not that
I
didn’t want to tell you what’s been going on, it’s just that so much has
happened that I didn’t want to even try to explain over a comm channel.”
Juliana’s face softened which made her look kind and loving. “I know my
love.”
“Then why did you make those remarks about my not seeing you as someone to
confide in?” Melanie asked as she frowned.
There was a long pause while the elder of the two got her thoughts together.
“Because in all honesty I was reacting based on my fears.”
Melanie moved closer to her mother. She reached out and traced the gold band
that her mother still wore on her left hand. “Fear of what, Mother?”
Brushing hair from Melanie’s face, Juliana tried her best to explain. “
Parents who adopted their children all share the same fear, Melanie, though
it’s
degree varies. They’re afraid that when it’s all said and done the pull of
biology will be stronger then anything they can offer.”
“The pull of finding out about that piece of me that was missing was strong,
Mother, but not stronger then us, just different.” Melanie said softly.
“I’
m not going to set aside who I am and what my life has been now that I know
the truth. Your still my mother, your still the woman who raised me and shaped
me into who I am. The only thing that’s different now is that I have a
sister, and Georgia, and a second set of parents who gave me the life you
helped
me to sculpt. I‘m still your daughter. I’m still the little girl you named
after your grandmother and Daddy’s mother, it’s just that now I have a
second
middle name. ”
Juliana’s eyes were misty but she ignored them as she reached out and
brushed hair from Melanie’s face. “So tell me what you’ve found out,
love, and
about this second middle name?”
Melanie smiled, then kissed her mother on the cheek before going over and
getting her box. She showed her the pictures and told her about the holovids
and
about talking to Georgia. Her mother held her while she talked about Celeste’
s death, her illness, and about Skyler’s lack of memory. She talked about
Georgia and about how she was now set on looking after her.
Juliana smiled and wiped at Melanie’s tears when Melanie was finally
finished. “I’m glad things worked out love, and I’m sure that Skyler will
come
around. I’d like to meet this Georgia of yours. I’m glad someone’s going
to be
looking out for you and I’d like to thank her and Celeste.”
Melanie looked a little confused. “Thank them?”
“For giving me such a precious gift.” Juliana said as she hugged Melanie.
“
And I think adding Soliel to your name is a wonderful idea.”
Melanie smiled. “I’m glad you think so.”
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