<USS Avalon> Divided
- From: Anthony Manson <circus_ofde_damned@xxxxxxxxx>
- To: Avalon Sim <avalon@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Tue, 19 Oct 2004 23:09:19 -0700 (PDT)
Divided
by Anthony Manson and Alder Shimbrodus
Alder picked around at the codes embedded in the small chip. They were lengthy,
and covered more than just surveillance. After spending several hours trying to
decode the various commands, he found himself in control of more than half the
ship. For obvious reasons, he rescinded his commands and inspected the chip's
content further. The chip was like an ?all purpose? device that had the
capability to do almost anything to a ship.
And with that, he felt as if Anthony was up to something more than just being
?busy,? or his other half a dozen excuses to avoid him. He knew of Flubb?s
death, and while he knew Anthony wasn?t capable of cold blooded murder he
couldn?t help but feel that maybe Anthony had a part in it. Or maybe he was
dealing with something else entirely. Why else would he have a chip that could
literally take over a ship with just a few words? Why the secrecy? Why the
mixed explanations that amounted to nothing except for more questions? Anthony
was never good at lying, and Alder had been patient enough.
The doors wisped open as Anthony walked in. He turned to look at Alder and a
warm smile broke through his gloomy appearance. For him, seeing Alder was like
seeing a safer haven. Home to come to. But his smile faded at the edges as he
looked at Alder more closely. His eyes narrowed as Alder?s face had changed
expressions, and his eyes had withdrawn. He didn't understand it; he got the
feeling that Alder was hiding something, closing away very slowly.
"What?s wrong?"
He leaned back against his seat as he deactivated the terminal and slid the
small chip into his hand. He thought about his questions for a second and then
replied, "I think we need to talk. Have a seat."
Anthony felt as if he was fourteen again and being told what to do. But he took
the seat as he looked at Alder, "Alright. What?s the matter?"
"Be honest with me, Anthony. Have you been doing anything that would be
considered... treason? A crime? Anything that has put you in harm's way?"
Anthony smirked, "I thought we went over this. I?m alright Alder," he almost
sighed after it, "I don?t know why you keep questioning me."
"I?m only trying to find out what?s happening with you. Because... explain this
to me, Anthony," he flicked the chip across the table.
Anthony looked at the chip, and cursed under his breath for not getting rid of
it sooner. He was studying it, trying to find anything he could use to turn it
against Section 31. One encounter was enough, he had no intentions of having a
second. "It?s a chip, so?"
Alder shook his head, the frustration already building up quicker than he
realized, "Don?t play stupid, Anthony. Don?t lie to me. Don?t deny it?s yours."
He hesitated for a moment, "Did you have anything to do with Flubb?s death? Are
you doing something that would jeopardize this ship and its crew?"
"No- to both questions," he frowned, "Why would you think I?d do anything of
the sort?"
"Maybe because you have access to almost half this ship. That you were the last
to use those command codes. I don?t know what you were doing, but having that
much access equivalent to a captain or higher; you just don?t get that
anywhere, Anthony. What were you doing with these codes?"
"I can?t say."
"The hell you can?t," he looked around quickly, "Look, I?ve been patient. I?ve
let you go with the excuses..."
"Excuses," Anthony interrupted, frowns deepening.
Alder nodded and continued, "Excuses you?ve given me. It?s like I don?t know
you anymore. You?ve been acting really.. different. It?s confusing me. You
won?t tell me anything, you won?t open up to me, hell, you don?t even look at
me unless you are sure I'm not going to say anything that might have you
running back to work."
"That?s not true, Alder..."
"It is. And look, this is exactly what I mean." Alder gestured, "I?m asking a
question you could just answer easily, no strings attached. And you can?t even
do that."
Anthony got up, "You think I want to keep things from you on purpose? Like I
have nothing better to do than to think up shit just so you could question me
on a daily basis?"
"It?s not a daily basis." He frowned, "So you admit, you?re hiding something?"
"No, I?m not," he felt cornered again. The last time he was cornered, he
gritted his teeth so hard it felt like they were slowly being sanded away. "As
for your questions, it sure as hell seems like it. Or, rather, I can literally
feel that you have questions you?re ready to ask."
"So then why are you avoiding it?"
"I?m not," Anthony snapped but then collected himself, "I?m not avoiding it.
I?ve been busy."
"With what?"
"The delegates."
"Bullshit, there two teams taking care of this right now, not to mention one or
two other lead people. What were you up to aside from handling the delegates?"
Alder crossed his arms.
"Nothing."
"Wrong answer, Anthony."
"Take it for what it is, Alder. I don?t owe an explanation to you." The second
he finished, he knew the lines were being drawn.
Alder looked at him, "How 'bout those bruises? You were never clear on that."
"Still with that, I see. I?m not saying anything to that other than it was
repairs that went a little sour."
"Yeah, right. And the codes? What were you doing with them?"
"I thought I made it clear. Nothing. I didn?t do anything."
"No, you said you ?can?t say?. Come on, Anthony, just tell me."
He grew silent. It would be so much easier if he just told. But he didn?t want
to risk it. "There?s nothing to tell."
"So you could be either involved in the Captain?s murder- however small. Or
you?re doing something that is going to cost you a career and a life you have."
"I never said that."
"You?re not denying it either."
"Damn it, what do you want me to say?!" Anthony turned around, "What do you
want? You want to know if I used the codes? I did. Was that bruise on my face
from a fight? It was. Am I up to something aside from dealing with the damn
Rydyns? I am. There, does that satisfy you now? Does it make you feel a whole
damn more important?"
Anthony shook his head. He didn?t want a fight. Especially now. He knew Alder
was right about everything, and no matter how much he wanted to let Alder in on
his activities, he couldn?t. Not if he wanted Alder safe. The silence had
thickened within a few seconds.
"No," Alder said quietly, "It means I can?t trust you anymore."
"What?" Anthony eyes narrowed a little more, "What are you saying? Precisely."
Alder shook his head, shrugged even. His whole attitude looked as if he gave up
trying to make a point, "You?re hiding. Hiding from something I don?t
understand. Something you won?t let me help you with. You admit to using the
codes doesn?t tell me anything. I only have more questions, but it seems like
you?re not going to answer them anyway. It?s hell thinking your partner might
be dangerous doing god knows what."
"What are you saying?" Anthony?s voiced softened.
If Alder could be a more solitary person than Anthony, it was now, "I... I
guess I?m saying it?s over. Maybe a little time apart will give us the
breathing space we need. Time to think. Time for me to figure out what I?m
going to do. Time for you as well. For you to figure out what you?re going to
do."
"Alder, we don?t..."
"Yeah, I think we do. I don?t know you anymore, Anthony. Or.. at least I don?t
know this person I?m staring at," he placed the chip down. Looking at Anthony
was an increasing strain, "Please leave."
He stared at Alder who looked elsewhere, and for the first time in a long time,
he felt himself withdraw again. Faster, tighter, and more than he ever thought
possible. "I?m... I?m sorry," was all he managed.
There was no reply.
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