<USS Avalon> Cat Fight
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- Date: Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:34:30 EDT
Cat Fight
By: Lt. Commander
Elissabeth Marksbury and Sr. Lt. Melanie Redgrave
The doctors had gotten Skyler settled into sick bay and spent hours working
on her injuries. Melanie had stayed with her, as did Georgia, until they were
told she was stable and resting. She would have stayed longer but the doctor
had said that only one of them could stay and Melanie knew that Georgia wasnâ
t about to leave Skylerâs side. After saying her goodnights, Melanie headed
home, but changed her direction halfway there. She still had no idea why her
sister had gone into self destruct, so she headed for the only person she
thought might help her figure it out.
Dressed for bed, Elissabeth was surprised to hear someone at the door.
James? she dared to hope, but knew that it wasn't. He was taking his cues from
her, she knew. Presentable anyway, she moved over and opened the door,
thinking
that it must be Anna. Or maybe even Josh, though it was unlikely. "Melanie,"
she smiled, when the identity of her visitor was revealed. "You caught me on
the way to bed, sorry." She looked down at her clothing, a little
embarrassed.
It hadnât even occurred to Melanie that it was late enough that Elissabeth
would be going to bed. "Sorry, I didnât mean to disturb you. Itâs just I
needed to ask you something about Skyler."
The smile evaporated from her face, replaced with cool impassiveness. "Come
in," she offered quietly. "Do you want something to drink?"
Melanie shook her head as she walked into Elissabethâs quarters. "No thanks.
I donât want to keep you up or anything. I wanted to let you know Skylerâs
in sick bay. Georgia and I found her in pretty bad shape on the holodeck and
I wanted to ask if you knew what was going on with her." Melanie bit her lip
a little as she admitted, "Iâve been so wrapped up in my troubles with Eli
that I hadnât even talked to her in days."
Elissabeth sighed. "First of all, you're not keeping me up. Donât worry. And
second, I'm sorry to hear about your sister. I was afraid of something like
this. Let me guess... it was a training program from the old Avalon?"
"With the safeties off," Melanie added with a nod. Normally she wouldnât
have admitted that since Skyler could get in trouble for it, but she knew it
was
safe to talk openly with Elissabeth. "Georgia says she does this when sheâs
hurting. Youâre her best friend, Elissabeth, did she tell you whatâs
bothering her?"
"I am not Skyler's best friend," Lissi answered a little more coldly than
she intended. "In fact, Skyler and I have a working relationship only. I don't
take betrayal lightly."
Melanie blinked, not bothering to hide her surprise at Elissabethâs words
and the coldness in which theyâd been spoken. She had to think for a moment.
She was pretty sure sheâd only been self absorbed with her issues with
Elijah
for two days, but it appeared that in those two days a lot of things had gone
very wrong. "Betrayal?"
"Yes, betrayal. I told Skyler something in confidence and specifically asked
her not to say anything to anyone, but she couldn't stop herself from
meddling. I call that betrayal." Her words were much softer, belying the hurt
over
Skyler's action. She then straightened herself slightly and said, "I met with
her this morning and counseled her to see Medical over the injuries
sustained in using a holodeck program from the Avalon A. But apparently she
didn't
heed my advice."
It didnât take long for Melanie to size up the situation and put some of the
pieces together. "Meddling is what my sister does. Why do you think I didnât
go to her about Elijah? You know her as well, hell, better then I do. I can
see how youâd be mad at her, but betrayal?" Elissabethâs sudden coldness
must have come through during the meeting that she and Skyler had just before
Skyler went to the holodeck. "You knew she was doing this and you "advised"
her? She went to the holodeck right after your meeting with her! She drove
herself to her breaking point, literally, in part because of you, Elissabeth!"
She listened to Melanie's words without flinching. Face still passive, Lissi
said calmly, "Skyler is an adult. She can make her own decisions. I don't
agree with them and I was concerned, which is why I advised her to see
Medical.
And the counselor for that matter. If I had thought her too unstable for her
duties, I would've informed the Captain also, but it seemed to me that she
was not incapacitated beyond an aggressive holodeck workout."
"Do you do this with everyone? They only get to make one mistake before you
turn on them and become a cold, heartless bitch towards people you said you
cared about? Or is this just special treatment for my sister?" Melanie spat as
her accent thickened.
Elissabeth blinked, "I beg your pardon?"
"I know I speak with an accent but I donât stutter," Melanie hissed.
"You may leave now, Ms. Redgrave."
"The hell I will. You may out rank me out there," Melanie replied as she
pointed to the door, "But weâre both off duty, so donât even try to pull
that
with me, Elissabeth! Because one, you donât scare me. Iâm not one of your
officers who shake in their boots whenever your PMSing... And two, I happen to
be fond of you, even though Iâm sure that Iâm now on your cold, heartless
shit list, and Iâm not going to let you throw away your friendship with my
sister for your sake as much as for hers."
Anger flashed in her eyes, but Lissi maintained her calm. "You are way out
of line and you need to leave my quarters immediately before I show you to the
door." She could feel her insides trembling. Though she didn't want it that
way, she wouldn't tolerate this conversation any further.
Melanie actually laughed at Elissabethâs cold facade. "You hold back your
emotions like a true Brit, Elissabeth. I even think a Vulcan would be
impressed, but Iâm not." Melanie crossed her arms in a clear sign that she
wasnât
moving. "It would appear you and my sister have a lot in common. You both hide
from your emotions. She gets hurt emotionally and she heads to the holodeck to
fight until her body is battered and bruised. You get hurt and you throw up
that uncaring, unfeeling armor of yours." Melanie shook her head. "Is holding
onto your hurt, let down feelings really worth losing so much?"
"How I handle my emotions is of no concern of yours. I'm telling you to
leave my quarters and leave me the hell alone." Her voice wasn't raised in
anger,
but was incredibly icy and vehement.
"No."
Elissabeth walked over to the comm panel. "Security, this is Commander
Marksbury. I need you to remove an unwelcome guest from my quarters."
A puzzled sounding Lt. Dareth answered. "I'm on my way."
Turning around to look at Melanie, Elissabeth said, "You can be as stubborn
as you want, but you will leave one way or another."
Melanie crossed her arms and smiled. "Youâll have to do better than calling
security, Elissabeth. Or didnât you notice whoâs voice that was over the
comm? Do you really think heâd remove me? He worries about you as much as I
do."
"Perhaps, but Elijah can follow orders." Taking a step closer, she added for
good measure, "I'm telling you now to leave. This conversation is over. You
have no right to come into my home and say the things to me that you've
said." Her voice was tightly controlled in anger. "It is not my fault that
your
sister is mentally unbalanced enough to attempt suicide."
Despite her desire to help someone she was coming to think of as a friend,
Elissabethâs words made Melanie see red. It was one thing to admit her
sister
had issues, it was another to have someone call her crazy and point out the
darker side of what sheâd tried to do on the holodeck. "It is your fault you
heartless harpy!" With tears in her eyes, and before Melanie knew what she was
doing, her right hand was coming across her body from the left, the back of
her hand aiming right for Elissabethâs face.
With many years of perfecting quick reflexes, Lissi caught Melanie's hand,
and purely out of instinct had twisted it behind the other woman's back,
pushing her against the wall. She stopped herself before she pulled up on
Melanie's arm, bringing her a great deal of pain. Elissabeth only held her
tightly
enough to restrain her. "I think, perhaps, you need to learn to control your
temper," she said quietly, though she was shaking with anger.
At that moment, Elijah walked into the room with two other security
officers. "What the hell is going on here?" he asked. Quickly assessing that
it
wasn't something he couldn't handle, Eli dismissed the other two before they
got
an earful as well as an eyeful of what appeared to be a Senior Officer's cat
fight.
"Iâd rather feel and act on my emotions then be an utter bitch whoâs too
afraid of her own to do anything but act like a bloody ice queen," Melanie
hissed as she stomped on Elissabethâs foot in an attempt to get the other
woman
off her. She hadnât even heard Elijah come into the room.
Again, in reaction, Elissabeth jerked up on Melanie's arm as she pushed her
knee into the back of the other woman's, dropping Melanie into the floor. She
was too angry to even speak when Elijah moved over to intervene.
"Melanie!" he exclaimed, never having heard her speak like that before.
"Piss off, Eli!" Melanie yelled at him as she tried to get Elissabeth off
her. Somewhere in her logical mind, Melanie knew that a forensic scientist
wasnâ
t going to out maneuver the head of the Covert Ops department, but she was
not only pissed, she now had her lover watching and she wasnât about to come
off looking like the lesser of the two. "Careful Elissabeth," Melanie hissed
as she tried to ignore that her arm hurt a little as she tried to push
Elissabeth off, "you might actually FEEL something."
Suddenly Melanie was released as Lissi took two steps back. "Throw her in
the brig for attempting to assault a superior officer," she ordered Elijah.
He paled slightly, "Wait a sec, please. Is there any other way?" Shit,
that's the last thing Mel needs right now, a mark on her permanent record. The
emotions were running way too high in the room.
"Higher ranking maybe! But superior my arse!" Melanie yelled as she pulled
herself to her feet. "Gobshite! Bloody hell," she moaned as she rolled her
shoulder and tried to catch her breath. Melanie took a few steps closer to
Elissabeth, her face a bright red, her breathing quick and sharp. She looked
as if
she wanted to try and hit her again.
Elijah stepped between the two. "Melanie," he said, warning her, compassion
evident on his face.
Melanie crossed her arms again and glared at Elijah. "Donât you dare â
Melanieâ me!" She then jerked her hand out to point at Elissabeth. "This is
between me and Elissabeth!"
"And now me, because Security was called."
"Get her out of here," Elissabeth ordered again.
Groaning loudly, Melanie looked past Elijah. "Would you STOP doing that?!
Just stop for one moment and come out from hiding behind your bloody
commission!"
"Melanie, honey, these are her quarters. You have to leave unless she says
you can stay. Don't do this. You don't want to..." he sighed. "You're already
lucky she didn't hurt you."
Elissabeth stayed quiet during the exchange, trying to calm down and catch
her own breath.
Melanie looked right at Elissabeth, tears welling in her eyes that she would
not shed. "Will that make you feel better? To have me in the brig? Will it
make you feel safe from someone who only wanted to be there for a friend?
Fine, have me thrown in the brig."
"Of course it won't. But your stubbornness wouldn't let you leave, would
it?" Elissabeth moved around Elijah so that the two woman would stop having to
look over his shoulder.
"Look, whatever this is, I'm sure you can work it out," Eli put in, feeling
caught and torn in his loyalties. "Can you just... sit down and stop yelling
at each other?"
"I'm far from yelling, Mr. Dareth," Lissi added, though she wanted nothing
more than for them to go away so that she could yell and scream out all her
frustrations to her heart's content.
"My concern for you wouldnât allow me to leave." Melanie felt sorry for
Elijah. The poor man was stuck between a rock and a hard place, but she had
her
heels dug in too far to just up and walk away now.
"And you have nothing to be concerned about except your sister trying to..."
Elissabeth swallowed back the lump in her throat. Skyler, you stupid woman,
why do you keep doing this? "Eli, you can go."
"Huh?" Now he was thoroughly confused. "What in the hell is going on?"
Despite what sheâd said to him the night before, Melanie was grateful in
that moment for Elijahâs naive side. Walking over to him, Melanie whispered
in
his ear, "Weâre fine now, Eli, love. Weâve cooled down. Why donât you go
back
to the office and finish your shift. Iâll call you when I get home and you
can come over and teach me how not to get pinned to the wall." She smiled a
little and lowered her voice even more. "Then you can rub my shoulder cause it
really does kinda hurt."
Laying a hand on her arm, Elijah bent down and kissed her cheek. Then he
turned to look at Elissabeth for a moment before he walked out the door.
"I trusted her," was all Elissabeth would allow herself to say. She had to
hold onto that anger or else... or else it hurt too much.
"Sheâs not perfect, Elissabeth, she made a mistake," Melanie said, her voice
softening. "You have every right to be angry with her, but youâre not going
to do yourself any favors by holding onto that so tightly."
"You don't... you don't do that to your friends." She looked down for a
moment and then back at Melanie. "Please leave now. You got the information
you
came for."
Melanie took a few steps closer to Elissabeth. "Yes, I got the information I
wanted about my sister, but something new has come up." Making a point to
look into Elissabethâs eyes, Melanie softened her voice even more. "It
appears
that one of my friends is hurting, and Iâd like to be there for her the way
she was for me when I needed someone to talk to."
"You should be with your sister."
"Sheâs drugged and sleeping off her foolishness. Sheâll get an ear full
when she wakes up, believe me. I think you both need a good smack," Melanie
replied as she refused to allow Elissabeth to look away. "If you want me to go
I
will, but donât think that if I leave now that I wonât come back to tell
you
youâre being a bitch, or that I wonât be around if you need to talk to
someone."
"I believe I've gotten your message loud and clear. And for the record, I do
not respond well to being yelled at or threatened."
Melanie smiled warmly. "Like I said Elissabeth. You donât scare me. I can
take whatever you throw out at me."
"I'm not trying to scare you, Melanie. I don't threaten people. Now, are you
finished with your little tirade?" she asked, softly.
Melanie knew she wasnât going to get through to Elissabeth all at once, but
the fact that she was using her first name again must be a good sign, right?
"If this was a tirade, Elissabeth, youâd have had something thrown at your
head. Just ask Eli. And Iâm not making threats, Iâm just unwilling to
allow
you to push me away the way you are my sister. Iâm too headstrong and a bit
of
a bitch myself." Melanie smiled a little more. "But yes, Iâm done with you
for tonight."
"I'm so tired of fighting it. All of it. Please, just leave me alone. I'd p
refer to go back to being isolated and un-meddled with."
Melanie just shook her head. "Then stop fighting it." Walking over, Melanie
put her hand on Elissabethâs shoulder, squeezing it lightly, and then headed
for the door.
She felt herself about to break. Just another few seconds and Melanie would
be out the door... but she couldn't. A choked off sob escaped her throat.
Hearing the choked sob made Melanie pause. Should she give the other woman
the solitude she wanted or should she offer her comfort one last time?
Whatâs
the worse that could happen? Turning quickly on her heel, Melanie looked at
the other woman again. She then walked over and gave her a hug.
And Elissabeth hugged her back, crying into Melanie's shoulder. "Why did she
have to do it?" she mumbled through tears. "I was just really starting to
trust..."
"I know it hurts when you think youâve lost your trust in someone you love,
so I can only imagine how much it does when you have." Skyler was definitely
going to get an ear full when she woke up.
"I- I told her not to say anything. And she did. And..." Elissabeth was
trying to calm herself down now, despising the weakness. Sniffing, she
continued,
"It almost cost me a very dear friend."
Melanie walked them both over to the couch and then sat beside Elissabeth. "I
âm not going to say that I know why Skyler did what she did, cause I
donât,
but I know she cares about you and that she must have had the best of
intentions. Though I know that really donât carry much weight. Did you tell
her how
badly she hurt you or did you both just shut down?"
"I told her. But after James... and then Skyler..." She wiped the tears from
her eyes and looked at Melanie. "I just don't want to get that close
anymore."
"I know itâs terrifying to put yourself out there after being hurt,
Elissabeth, especially when youâve been hurt more than once, but you canât
allow
that terror to keep you from having a life."
"It's more than terrifying. It's impossible." After a pause, she
straightened herself up. "I'd appreciate your discretion in this matter."
"Iâm not my sister, Elissabeth, Iâm not going to go out and try to handle
your business for you. I may tell my sister off about acting before thinking,
but Iâm not going to hand over a transcript of tonight to anyone," Melanie
offered. She knew the last thing Elissabeth would want was a hollow promise.
"Thank you," she replied quietly, not knowing what else to say.
Melanie smiled as she handed Elissabeth a box of tissues that had been on
her end table. "Youâre welcome." Not wanting to push Elissabeth any further
then she could handle, Melanie decided to add, "I should thank you as well."
"For what?"
"For letting me get all weepy and girly over Elijah. It allowed me to be a
lot stronger when I confronted him." Melanie admitted.
"So everythingâs okay between you?"
Melanie nodded and then quickly looked down at her boots when she felt her
cheeks begin to warm. "The gobshite kissed him. He pushed her away and told
her heâd never cheat on me. Pauly seemed to miss that part. We ended up in a
huge fight, I threw the camera at his head, but by the end of the night things
had... moved forward."
Elissabeth smiled for the first time in a while. "I'm glad to hear that.
He's a good man." Taking a moment to compose herself, Elissabeth added, "I'm
really sorry if I hurt you. Training kicks in and..." She let the sentence
trail
away.
"We both pushed a lot of buttons... And if Iâd taken a moment to think
before I swung at you Iâd have realized I didnât stand a chance." Melanie
smiled
warmly at her friend to let her know she was okay. Then she laughed lightly,
"Donât worry about it. Iâll milk a nice back rub out of it."
Nodding, Lissi replied, "If you think that I'm okay now, I do need to go to
bed. I'll go see Skyler tomorrow."
Melanie smiled as she lifted Elissabethâs chin up and looked her over with
her eyes narrowed. Finally, she nodded. "Yeap, I think youâre okay for now."
She smiled brighter as she pulled her hand back. "Donât feel like you have
to
go see her. Go when youâre ready, just donât do nothing. Ok?"
"I can't make you any promises."
"Thatâs ok," Melanie replied and leaned over and hugged Elissabeth again.
"Promises can be broken whether you mean to break them or not. Besides itâs
not
me you should be fixing things for."
"I don't have the ability to fix anything."
Melanie stood up from the couch and then looked down at Elissabeth. "Youâd
be surprised what you have the ability to do." Again Melanie squeezed
Elissabethâs shoulder. "Good night, Elissabeth."
"Good night," Lissi whispered as Melanie left, knowing that as exhausted as
the encounter left her, she wouldn't sleep. She had way too much to think
about.
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