<USS Avalon> "Blindsided"
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- Date: Sun, 5 Dec 2004 02:05:21 EST
"Blindsided"
By: Lt. Jg Elijah Dareth and Lt. Melanie Redgrave
The last few days had been an emotionally taxing and physically draining
rollacoaster for Melanie. She was beyond expressing the way she felt about
finally finding out about her past and she felt really good about the
reestablished relationship with Georgia. She and Elijah had spent the whole day
with
Georgia and Eliza Mae before heading back to Elijah’s place in Tennessee.
The day after that, Melanie had slept pretty much the whole day with her arm
wrapped tightly around the teddy bear Georgia had given her. Elijah had been
wonderful about allowing her to heal and after she’d emerged from the guest
room, he’d gone out of his way to show her a good time. She had had a
wonderful time in Nashville and had made Elijah promise to bring her back.
His family had been so kind and open and welcoming to Melanie that she truly
hated leaving. Well, most of them had been, Melanie couldn’t help but think
that someone really needed to sit down and have a chat with Mister Dareth,
but she figured that at this stage it wasn’t her place to.
Mrs. Dareth had made a huge breakfast for them that morning and Melanie had
found herself once again unable to tell her hosts she didn’t really eat meat,
but she couldn’t help but indulge herself, and even now as she and Elijah
made they way from the transport station in central London, she was finding
herself hoping that Mrs. Evans hadn't gone out of her way in making a large
dinner 'cause there was no way she‘d be able to eat.
Elijah had been to the other side of the pond a time or two, but he had
never really enjoyed the city. At least not like he was enjoying this trip
with
Melanie. It was different being there with someone who grew up in the town
and pointed out the most interesting places. However, Eli was more than
nervous about meeting Melanie's mother. They still hadn't really worked out
just
what they were to each other yet...nothing official and it nagged at Eli who
liked things nice and organized. He wished he could be better company, but
Elijah couldn't stop his nerves from jangling and he became rather quiet.
Melanie sifted the strap of her bag as she took Elijah’s hand and headed up
the slightly inclined street that would lead them to her home. As they walked
past the large homes with their small cast iron garden gates, Melanie could
sense Elijah’s nervousness. She stopped suddenly and nearly laughed when
Elijah kept walking until he was jerked back by the arm Melanie had a hold
of.
When he turned to face her, she smiled at him. "What’s the matter, Eli?" She
asked softly, closing the distance between them, and then brushing his hair
from his forehead. "And don’t tell me nothing. The more time we spend
together
the easier you get to read."
"Bloody fruitbats in my stomach," he grinned at using her vernacular.
A bright smile lit up her face as she laughed. She thought it was cute when
he used her more colorful phases. She knew deep down that if he were ever to
tell someone to sod off she’d go hysterical. Gathering her good sense again,
Melanie leaned in and kissed his cheek. "There’s nothing to be so nervous
about, Eli, but I understand. I felt the same way going to your home. I
promise it
’ll be ok and if you're too uncomfortable we can go to one of the hotels
back in the main part of the city."
"No, it's okay. Really. I just feel...out of place. But you did this for
me. I can do this for you, Mel. I want to." He took a moment to study her
and brush her hair back from her face. "Ah, the middle of the sidewalk isn't
the place for a heart to heart," he said, sighing. Taking a deep breath,
"I'm ready to meet your mum. And I'll do my best to be my witty and charming
self." He laughed lightly.
Melanie kissed him on the lips quickly and the retook his hand. "My mum’s
going to like you, Eli. Especially since the last boyfriend I had had a spiked
green mohawk, a safety pin in his nose, and wore only black leather."
It hadn’t gone unnoticed to Melanie that she’d said boyfriend, but she
laughed anyway and tried to push the thought from her mind. They hadn’t even
talked about what this thing between them was, although she was pretty sure
that
kiss under the tree near the spring was a sign of where it could be going.
"I'm okay, Mel, really. Don't worry." He followed her lead, trying to
picture Melanie with a leather clad green mohawked fellow without laughing.
The flowers in the front garden were no longer the soft orange tea roses of
late summer like they had been the last time Melanie had come home, which to
Melanie felt more like years instead of the mere couple of months it had been.
The flowers were now deeper reds, a sure sign that the winter season was
coming. In a matter of weeks the set of stone steps that she was now leading
Elijah up would be lined with poinsettias. Melanie smiled when they reached
the
top of the landing. She reached out and patted the brass lion door knocker,
as was her custom, and greeted him warmly. “Hello Max.” A sudden grip took
hold of her chest when she realized she’d unknowingly giving the door
knocker
her birth father’s nick name.
After shaking off the sudden rush of pain she felt, Melanie smiled again and
opened the front door. She stepped into the foyer and looked around. "’
Ello?" She called out as she dropped her bag on the floor. "Any one home?" The
only response was the sound of dog claws that were a tad too long, running on
hardwood floors. Melanie crouched down just in time to see a white and tan
colored Brittany spaniel come barreling around the corner from the kitchen.
"Patches!"
Elijah smiled at the sight of Melanie with her dog. The house was elegant
and tastefully decorated. Very different from the open, but cosy, house in
Nashville. While his parent's house was quite simple, this was almost regal,
but warm. It was an interesting contrast.
After allowing the dog to greet Melanie properly, he knelt down and
scratched it behind the ears. "Hey there," he said. Eli loved pets and they
usually
loved him.
Melanie watched as Patches went over to Elijah and checked him out before
sitting down in front of him and allowing him to pet him. "He likes you.
That’s
a first. He didn’t even like T’Arah at first."
She smiled at Elijah, watching him closely, and finding it hard to turn away
from him. When she finally did, it was just to look down the hall where the
dog had come from. "I wonder where everyone is?" She asked aloud as she stood
slowly and shouted once more. "Moth...."
"Really, Melanie," a soft voice with an accent even more elegant then Melanie
’s said. "There is certainly no need for shouting." Melanie looked up at the
staircase and smiled. She watched as a woman with short, dark, sandy blonde
hair and the bluest eyes eve,r walked down the stairs towards her.
The woman, who was in her late sixties, moved down the curving stair case
with the grace of a twenty year old. She smiled warmly as she reached the
bottom and approached Melanie. "After all my dear, ladies do not shout," she
said
as she tapped the end of Melanie’s nose with her index finger before hugging
her.
Melanie smiled and hugged back. "Sorry Mother."
At the first sound of Melanie's mother's voice, Elijah quickly stood back
upright, nearly at attention. He closely watched the exchange between Melanie
and her mother. For some reason it occurred to him that his mother and Mel's
mother would get along really well. They both had that sort of graceful
aire about them.
When Melanie was released from her mother’s hug she stood still long enough
for her mother to look her over. She could see the thoughts forming in the
older woman’s head and before she could scold her about the lack of personal
care she was seeing, she took hold of her mother’s arm and turned them
towards
Elijah. "Mother I’d like for you to meet a friend of mine. The one I called
and told you was coming with me." The two woman took a few steps towards
Elijah
and Melanie smiled.
"Mother, this is Elijah Dareth. Eli, my mother Juliana Redgrave." Melanie
purposefully left off the trifling British title her mother had, she didn’t
want
to make him any more uneasy than he already was.
Elijah reached out to shake her hand and smiled his most charming smile.
"It is truly a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Redgrave." And he meant it. That
was the one thing that made Elijah so appealing - he liked people and that
honest emotion readily showed.
Juliana smiled warmly as she took the young man’s hand. She studied him ever
so covertly before repling honestly. "It is a pleasure to make your
acquaintance as well, Mister Dareth. Melanie tells me that you‘ve been quite
the
friend to her over the past few weeks. Though she refuses to give me details."
.
With that Juliana looked over her shoulder at Melanie who just stood there
rolling her eyes. "Melanie dear, don’t roll your eyes like that. It isn’t
very
lady like," Juliana teased as she took Elijah’s arm, leading him towards the
sitting room. "Alice has made up the guest room for you Mister Dareth. I
hope we can make your stay with us a pleasant one."
"I appreciate the effort, Mrs. Redgrave. And, please, call me Elijah," his
accent really showed through in all his nervousness, but it was the only
tell-tale sign. "You have a beautiful home. I was comparing a bit to my
parent's home in Tennessee and they're quite different."
Melanie followed her mother and Elijah into the sitting room shaking her
head and smiling. She wondered if Elijah knew that her mother was pretty much
sizing him up, but figured it was pretty safe for now. Her mother knew that
they were friends and that nothing else had been defined.
"Thank you, Elijah," Juliana said as she took a seat in her chair. She waved
the children towards a matching sofa and then sat back, crossing her long
legs at the ankle and tucking them slightly under her chair. "I can imagine
the
homes would be quite different," she smiled a bit, "but I’m sure your home
is just as lovely. Melanie seemed quite taken with it."
Melanie sat down next to Elijah on the sofa and smiled. "It was positively
breath taking, Mother, and his family was so sweet to me. I rather think
you’d
get along well with Mrs. Dareth."
Juliana smiled. "Perhaps I will have the opportunity to meet her someday."
To anyone else that wouldn't have seemed as sly as it was meant to be but
Melanie knew better. "Mother."
Juliana only smiled and then turned her head to watch as a rather plump
woman with gray streaked red hair came into the room pushing a small cart. The
woman didn’t say anything as she set about fixing tea. She handed one to
Juliana
and then fixed anther and handed it to Melanie. "Welcome home, Miss."
Melanie smiled and touched the woman’s hand fondly. "Thank you Mrs. Evans."
"Would you like some tea, Elijah?" Juliana asked as she settled back into
her chair.
"Yes, please. And thank you, Mrs. Evans," he addressed the elder woman.
"No sugar and a bit of cream, please." Elijah knew that he was sort of on
trial here and he couldn't say it was a feeling he enjoyed. Mrs. Redgrave was
a
completely lovely woman, but Melanie hadn't prepared him for all this. She
never once mentioned that she had grown up so wealthy and ... cultured.
He felt positively foolish sitting there drinking tea in such an atmosphere.
It was something out of a movie, not something for a country boy to be
doing. He was doing the best he could to muddle through, but just knew he
would do something atrocious sooner or later to show his lack of cultured
upbringing. He didn't want to embarass Melanie.
Melanie could tell that Elijah felt out of place. She’d been afraid to give
him too many details about her home and family, she’d thought if he’d known
she’d grown up like this, he’d somehow think less of her. "I didn’t think
you
yanks drank cream in your tea," Melanie teased in a faint hope of easing the
stuffiness that loomed lightly in the room.
"It was something my mom was fond of," he told her, perhaps a little more
bluntly than he meant to. This, all this, made him feel so...inferior.
"Your mother," Juliana said warmly, as she sipped her tea. "is a professor
of law, is she not?" She smiled warmly despite the looks she was getting from
Melanie. "And you're an officer in security? She must be very proud of you."
Melanie lost all color in her face when she realized her mother had been
snooping and just sort of sat there with her mouth open. "Melanie, dear," her
mother warned, and she quickly closed it.
Juliana then looked at Elijah, who’d become tense. "Really, Elijah dear,
there’s no need to look so timid. No need to be so nervous."
"I'm sorry if I seem nervous, ma'am. I can't say that I was
adequately...prepared for such a grand reception," he told her honestly, though
he was
admittedly a little irritated. At what, he wasn't quite sure. "To answer
your
questions, ma'am, yes, my mother is a law professor and is rather proud of my
career choice. And yes, I serve as a security officer aboard the Avalon. It
can get quite interesting."
Melanie seemed to sink into the sofa under the look her mother was giving
her after hearing Elijah say he hadn’t been given many details either. "I
apologize for the ‘grand reception’ Elijah. It would appear that I am not
the
only one whom Melanie feels that there is no need to inform property of certain
details of her life."
"That’s not fair, I said I’d fill you in," Melanie huffed.
Juliana nodded her head slightly, "Indeed." She then looked at Elijah again
and smiled. "I do hope you’ll grow more comfortable here, Elijah. If you need
anything don’t be afraid to ask Mrs. Evans. And I hope I haven’t made you
feel unwelcome. I do tend to be rather... British.. at times. I really can be
far less.. stuffy, I think is the word floating around my daughter’s
thoughts."
"I apologize if I've seemed offensive, Mrs. Redgrave. That was not my
intent. I'm just, very ...how should I say it?...very much a country boy.
This
is all quite new to me. A bit overwhelming. You have been the perfect
hostess," he told her, nearly wishing he could just disappear.
"There is nothing wrong with being a country boy, Elijah," Juliana said,
although the term country boy seemed to sound strange coming from her. Then she
smiled as she rose from her chair and walked gracefully over to the sofa. She
placed a delicate hand on his shoulder and squeezed it sincerely.
"Do not let first impressions fool you, young man. After all, it wasn’t to
long ago that I was spending blissful summers on a sheep farm just outside
Brussels. All of this," she waved her other hand around the room, "is merely
polish." Juliana smiled down at the young man again. "Now if you’ll excuse
me, I
think I shall take my leave of you both until dinner. I think Melanie needs
to explain why she didn’t prepare you better for my onslaught."
Elijah stood and smiled at Melanie's mother as she left the room. Her words
had been kind and reassuring and he very much appreciated them. Once Mrs.
Redgrave and Mrs. Evans had left the room, Elijah walked over to stare out the
large window.
Melanie watched as the room cleared out and then looked over at Elijah. She
felt all of two inches tall and hated the fact that even at her age, her
mother had that power over her. She sighed as she ran her finger along the
edge of
the china tea cup in her hand. "She likes you," she offered as an olive
branch.
"She's a very beautiful woman," he said, still staring out the window.
"Liza would have a field day here," he said with a half-hearted smile.
"I used to wish that I looked like her. I’ve always thought she was the most
beautiful and enchanting woman in the world," Melanie said softly, as she
sat the cup down. "She still is, even when she’s being a complete bugger."
Melanie got up from the sofa and walked over to stand just behind Elijah.
"Though
I guess this time I’m the complete bugger."
He turned around to face Melanie. "I've always thought you were beautiful,"
he told her simply, choosing to ignore her last words.
Melanie didn’t even bother to hide her blush. “I can hardly take credit for
it. I’m only what my mothers made me to be.” Suddenly the rug under their
feet became very eye catching to Melanie. “You both have a right to be angry
with me. It was unfair to broadside you like this.”
"I agree."
Elijah’s quick response made Melanie’s head snap up. "Would you have come
if I’d told you? Can you tell me straight out that if I told you that I lived
like this, that we had servants, and a house on Down street, and that my
mother has some stupid title, that you wouldn’t look at me like you did when
I
was just plain old Mel?" Melanie wasn’t sure why she’d suddenly become
defensive, she’d honestly been working her way up to an apology.
"Have I ever judged you? I'm actually rather insulted that you'd think I
would," he told her calmly.
"No you haven’t," she said softly before her voice rose again. "Well, excuse
me for being scared and unsure and for having a moment of weakness," she
snapped at him. "We’re still getting to know each other, Eli, and yes for a
moment I thought that perhaps all of this," she waved her hand in a perfect
match
for the way her mother had a moment ago, "would scare you off and that
thought terrified me."
He flinched at her words. "Hey now," he said quietly, reaching for her
hands. "There's no reason to yell at me, Melanie." Suddenly her words sunk
in.
"The thought of scaring me off terrifies you?" He asked, genuinely
surprised.
"Yes," she said in an almost whisper as she held tightly to his hands.
"I'm not goin' anywhere, Mel," he said, dropping one of her hands and
tipping her chin up until she looked him in the eyes.
The words she was looking for seemed to be out of reach. She wanted to
explain what she was feeling and what she wanted for them, but she couldn’t.
Maybe
it still wasn’t time or maybe the grip she was gaining on her emotions
wasn't as solid as she’d thought. The only thing Melanie could think to do
was
act. She stepped into him, wrapped her arms around him, and kissed him like
he’d
kissed her under the tree in Tennessee.
Elijah was surprised at Melanie's boldness. After the several sweet and
fleeting kisses on his cheek, it was a pleasant surprise to have her kiss him
like this. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her closer,
deepening the kiss a bit.
When they ended the kiss, he pressed his lips gently to her forehead and
then hugged her, resting his chin on top of her head. "That was nice," he
whispered.
Melanie smiled as she hugged him. "I’ve wanted to do that since we left
Georgia’s," she admitted. Melanie let Elijah hold her a little longer and the
pulled away a little. She looked up at him and smiled as she wiped the light
pink lip gloss smudge from his lips. Then with her hand still resting on his
cheek she said softly, "I’m sorry for not telling you about all of this. I
hope
your not too angry with me for long."
"I'll get over it," he told her. "I was just a little blind-sided. I
should've had the time to work myself into a nervous frenzy over what horrors
were
possibly waiting for me, that way when I found this it would've been a
relief," he laughed slightly to let her know he wasn't too angry.
"Things will go a lot smoother once I talk to her about what happened in
Mississippi. She’s been a little unnerved by my looking into my birth
family,"
she told him, still not pulling completely away from him. "But until I get a
chance to do that why don’t we get settled in and then head out to do what
ever
you’d like?"
Perhaps it wasn't the right time, but it was the best chance he'd gotten so
far... "Melanie?" he asked, turning her back to face him, where she had begun
to turn away, "would it be okay if ... I mean for me to ... Good golly, I
feel like a grade schooler. Melanie, would you be my girlfriend? Like
officially?"
Melanie’s eyes lit up as she smiled. She was touched by the innocence behind
the gesture and nearly started to cry. She’d never had anyone ask her to be
their girlfriend like that. Normally they just fell into a pattern and
assumed the labels fit. This was so much better. "I’d love to be your
girlfriend,"
she answered, as she stepped in and kissed him again.
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