Hi!
I've shared my ideas on what future's going to turn us into with centaurs
from other lists and here's what I think now.
The idea of replies full of sympathy and sincere understanding should be
forgotten. There's nobody to tell you that things are going to be nice and
optimistic. Next, it's no good asking others for help. You will never get it.
Oh yeah, I mean especially centaurs. Though we are of the same race and all,
I personally seem to have got more kind words and hearty hugs from furries of
different sorts. Isn't that curious? It's either me who's weird or something
is screwy. Anyway, there's one point that is clear to me now: no one will
help me deal with hardships except my own self. I am disappointed, very much
disappointed. So the only thing that remains is to live this life on my own,
to be young, inexperienced, stupid, hopeless, panic-stricken, desperate or
whatever you may call me. Of course I'd like to have sometaur to ask for real
help if there comes a trouble but the more I live the more I feel sure I won'
t have one. So I just have to wait and see what my destiny is. And if I am
doomed to revert to the oblivion of being a human I don't care about the
consequences. After all I am too tired of asking those who "know what is what"
for help. I'd better turn to doing what I can do, be that writing or web-
designing. There is no actual difference between this wide range of
activities since they all have the same goal -- to propagate our precious
culture. That's a worthy replacement for nasty doubts and the lack of
confidence, to my mind.
Chiron
---> /2002/
